As I sit here, all alone, I think of feelings in the bone.
All my life I've run away, kept emotion well at bay.
Yet now I recieve some news forcing me to change my views
And I suddenly find I must resolve my mind.
And here and now the decision breaks for both our hopes and sakes:-
I realise I've felt this for a long time so here I give this little rhyme.
As I sit here, all alone, I think of feelings in the bone.
All my life I've run away, kept emotion well at bay.
Yet now here my head is spinning:- my hopes on this I was pinning!
But I never believed that it would - never even thought it could -
The impossible dream come to pass, my heart human; no longer glass.
Attainment of all I seek. My legs buckle, my strength is weak.
As I sit here all alone, I think of feelings in the bone.
All my life I've run away, kept emotion well at bay.
Yet along the line I let you in. For me, that is the greatest sin,
But the outcome is such that I don't care for together, as a pair,
No matter what may come our way, I know we'll reach the next day.
And I feel I can touch the sky, but still I have to wonder 'Why?'
As I sit here all alone, I think of feelings in the bone.
All my life I've run away, kept emotion well at bay.
Yet here I am, loved by you, by the one that I love too.
I will never understand how I deserve to hold your hand.
But rather than tempt fate with this little piece of bait,
Like the swan from ugly duck all I do is cherish my luck.
As I sit here all alone, I think of feelings in the bone.
All my life I've run away, kept emotion well at bay.
But I think of you day and night. That happiness, that ray of light,
That cheers my world and keeps me sane and helps to curb my inner pain.
Without you my life is simple waste, a wasteland not easily faced,
So for this feeling that yanks at my heart, I give thanks.
As I sit here all alone, I think of feelings in the bone.
All my life I've run away, kept emotion well at bay.
And yet now I feel a yearning:- Thanks to you I am now learning
No man truly is an island. And now I wish to take your hand,
And lead you to a happier place, where I can say face-to-face
These words hidden in my heart and where we need never part.